Hello again, December.

This time, last year, everything was so different.

This time, last year, it's been a year since the very first time we met.

Since the very first time, when I was sitting alone, full of hope that he would come back to me, you came.

Like a stranger, like another stranger i've ever met, but you were different. You are different, yes you are.

You're just special.

And since the very first time, i still want you, i still need you, and i love you.

Love,

Your girl.

December, 16th 2013.

Dear my bestfriend, happy birthday! I hope you'll be a better person than ever.

and dear my old friend, happy birthday! I hope you live well. Success and all the best wishes for both of you.

-Syahidatia Chairunissa Aulia-

goshhhhh

lagi kesel lagi capek lagi bingung kenapa selalu bikin satu orang itu kecewa terus.

lagi kesel lagi capek lagi bingung kenapa selalu nyalahin diri sendiri terus.

lagi kesel lagi capek lagi bingung kenapa gada orang yang bisa buat ngertiin sedikit gitu.

lagi kesel lagi capek lagi bingung sampe gatau harus ngapain harus ngomong apaan.

lagi kesel lagi capek lagi bingung, bingung aja nambah-nambahin pikiran aja kan. HUFT.

tolong dong.............................makasih ya.

maaf sahe nya lagi mumet.

mau minta maaf ke situ juga, udah bosen kali yaa dengernya sama bacanya?

tapi ini jujur dan gapake bohong sama sekali, maaf ya :-(

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Sedang dalam titik jenuh.

Sedang dalam keadaan dimana kita terkadang hanya butuh didengarkan, bukan diberikan komentar.

Sedang membutuhkan nasihat, tapi tidak yang bersifat menyudutkan.

Sedang merasakan takut, takut yang sekarang saja aku belum memilliki keberanian untuk menuliskannya.

Sedang bingung, sangat bingung sampai bingung itu menjadi berlebih.

Sedang sering diam hanya untuk mengamati keadaan sekitar.

Sedang memilih diam karena "diam itu emas" terkadang ada benarnya. Memilih diam karena waktu pasti menjawab. Memilih diam tidak berarti takut, tapi memilih diam untuk lebih mendengarkan.

Sudahlah, kamu juga tidak akan paham kan?

Wake Me Up When September Ends, It's October.

Halo hari pertama, di tanggal kedua, bulan ke sepuluh.

Terlewat satu bulan dari kata-kata yang seharusnya tetap terisi setiap bulan nya.

Sama seperti aku ke kamu yang cukup memikirkan sejenak agar rindu tetap terisi di dalamnya.

Maaf jika terlewatkan, mungkin karena aku terlalu ditarik banyak kegiatan akhir-akhir ini, haha alasan saja.

Hari ini aku hanya ingin menuliskan lirik lagu yang melodinya cukup menenangkanku saat mengerjakan tugas MPK 1 pagi ini.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0CNoWXQlWu4

Never Change - Chase Coy

If you hear this wherever you are, just know I need you here.

I need you hear me now

You were brighter than the pale white moon

Reflected in your eyes

So I guess it's no surprise

I can't forget you no matter what I do

I will always carry you in my heart

You'll always be my shooting star

Autumn days will fade away

But memories will always stay the same

I'm hoping you will never change, don't ever change.

I just need to slow down for a while

I'm missing your warm smile

And the way you used to say

"Stay with me till the daylights break,

no matter what it takes. Just say you'll stay"

I will always carry you in my heart

You'll always be my shooting star

Autumn days will fade away

But memories will always stay the same

I'm hoping you will never change, don't ever change.

Untuk kamu yang berkata ingin segera jumpa, hati-hati di perjalanan setelah mapping awal yaa :-)

we'll meet up, soon. Missya!

Happy Birthday, Dib!

August 27th, 2013.

He's just turning 20th. I'm wishing him all of joy and happiness, all the best in his life, he'll be more mature, smarter, more handsome, all his dreams will come true, more success, and he'll gonna be a great geologist. And of course, I hope that he'll love me more :p

Happy Birthday My Favorite Stranger, Adib Naufal Rabbani :-)

If you guys are wondering about "who's the stranger" and "who's the man I'll tell you about". Yup, he is.

Just wait cus I'm gonna tell you a story, a story about him, my fav stranger.

Tillrättavisning

Life is weird. You can go from being strangers, to being friends, to being more than friends, to being practically strangers again.

Don't regret our goodbye, be thankful that we were given the opportunity to meet.

"My world has changed and so have I. I have learned to choose and I have learned to say goodbye" - Poccahontas

"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, they both transformed" - C.G Jung

"Do you believe that there are no accidents in life? Everything happens for a reason.

Every person we meet will have a role in our lives, be it big or small.

Some will hurt, betray and make us cry, to become stronger.

Some will teach us lessons, not to change us, but for us to realize our mistakes and to help us grow, and make us a better person.

And some would simply inspire and love us to make us happy."

I know that you're all thinking about what I am doing, you guys got it. I wanna tell you a story, true story that rarely happens in this era; and that's not a drama.

Let those be my prologue to tell you something. Something about a man, a man who can changed your mind and your life that you'll never regret about. Someone who can makes you pray for him even though you don't know him at first. Someone who could makes you believe about 'love at first sight'. Someone who is out of your circles.
A story, complicated one but lovely. An enigmatic.

A stranger.

Air

aku adalah orang air, dalam hal ini aku berbicara tentang salah satu zodiak yang aku merupakan salah satu manusianya. aquarius.

air itu tenang, tapi ia bisa menjadi bahaya ketika sudah tidak berada dalam ketenangannya.

air itu melegakan, tapi bisa menjadi yang paling kamu takutkan untuk menenggelamkanmu.

air itu anugerah, air hujan misalnya.

air itu mengikuti arus, ia pergi kemanapun arus membawanya. terlihat seperti tidak punya pendirian ya?

tapi setidaknya air tahu kemana akhirnya dia akan berhenti.

jika banyak dari kalian yang selalu berbicara mengenai kelabilanku, iya mungkin memang aku terlihat seperti itu. tapi layaknya sifat air, dalam kelabilanku itu sendiri setidaknya aku tahu aku akan berhenti dimana, aku tahu resiko yang akan aku dapat itu seperti apa.

aku ingin seperti air. melegakan, menenangkan, dan ditunggu saat kemarau mengeringkan.

setidaknya aku ingin seperti air yang dianggap sebagai anugerah oleh dia yang merupakan salah satu teman lawan jenisku.

sudahlah, selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa di bulan ramadhan. kita akan bertemu si air lagi sekitar tiga jam dari sekarang hehehehe :-)